This sweet mistake..

when I first saw U..
I never though that I will feel like this
U always there for me
U can make me feel special
And that makes me wanna be with U

But.....
We are in wrong time
Because...
I'm not the only one for U
There's someone in your heart

And I don't know why...
Why do I still loving U..
I can't stop this feeling..
And that's hurt me badly..

I love you by my own way..

me..

is not like her who is always be able to do everything that you want

me..

is not like her who looked so perfect in your eyes

me..

just me ..

I love you by my own way

I always try to do the best and give my best for you

although sometimes not as you would expect

I'm not as perfect as you'd expect

is not like herself

I have nothing to be proud of me

is not like herself

what I know, she loves you by your way

she always do all your wishes and be as you expect

but me ..

I love you by my way

because I know how to love you more than you expect

more than you imagine

more than you know

even more than HER ..

Aku Mencintaimu dengan Caraku

aku..

memang tidak seperti dia yang selalu mampu memberikan segala hal yang kamu inginkan

aku..

memang tidak seperti dia yang terlihat sangat sempurna di matamu

aku..

hanyalah aku..

aku mencintaimu dengan caraku sendiri

aku selalu berusaha melakukan dan memberikan yang terbaik untukmu

walau kadang tak seperti yang kamu harapkan

aku tidaklah sesempurna yang kamu harapkan

tidak seperti dia

aku tak memiliki apapun untuk ku banggakan

tidak seperti dia

yang ku tahu, dia mencintaimu dengan caramu

melakukan semua keinginanmu dan menjadi seperti yang kamu harapkan

namun aku..

aku mencintaimu dengan caraku

karena aku tahu bagaimana mencintaimu lebih dari yang kamu harapkan

lebih dari yang kamu bayangkan

lebih dari yang kamu tahu

bahkan lebih dari DIRINYA..

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To my dear...

Tonight, I'm looking at the stars in the sky
so beautiful but I can't enjoy the beauty of it
you know why?
because I'm alone here

dear ..
do you still remember when we looked at the stars together?
do you still remember when we sing together under the light?
do you still remember when you hold my hand and say that you love me?

It was a beautiful
it's the most beautiful moments we've spent together
Can we repeat it again?

dear ...
why it all changed so fast?
why do you do this very easily?
why it should end like this?
is not there more love in your heart?

dear ..
did you ever miss me even though only for a second?
did you ever think of me even though only in brief flashes?
Have you thought of a way to get back?

dear ..
did you know that I miss you?
did you know that I always think of you?

did you know that I still love you?

dear ..
I'm still here waiting for you
no matter how hurt I'll feel
I don't care..

dear ..
did you know that I'm still sitting here?
under the stars
staring at the beauty of the light it
did you know that I'm still here?
played guitar and sing a song that we always sing

This is very hurt me
because in reality ..
i'm alone now...

why are you leaving?? ( as you did.. )

Why are you leaving?
leave me with a piece of heart that still loves you
Why are you leaving?
leave me in silence without an explanation

Should it this happen??
Should it all end??
but why??
where's my fault??

dear ..
could I ask one thing?


teach me to don't cry,
as you did..
teach me to don't care about you,
as you did..
teach me to stop thinking about you,
as you did..

I beg you ..
teach me to stay strong without you by my side
teach me to keep a smile without you by my side
and teach me to live my life without you by my side
as you did.. :'(

Empty..

empty...

in my loneliness
your shadow coming
you're like a beautiful rainbow
but an instant
you like a cloud
that provide shade
but an instant
you're like a beautiful dream
but disappeared when I wake up
your love paintings are so beautiful
your love words make me lost in
sometimes you're so poetic
but .. I hate all
you like a smoke
that makes my eyes cry
you're like a candle
that burn myself
for the sake of your happiness..

distance..

I'll always be there in every your footstep
I'll always be there for you
though the distance has separated us
but believe it ..
distance can't separate our hearts that have been fused

My heart for you will not change
My love for you will not be reduced
You will not be replaced in my heart
because my heart and my love
I've been immortalize it just for you..

Missing..

There's something missing when I opened my eyes this morning
There's something missing when I try to close my eyes tonight
all was not as before
no longer such a beautiful moment you're on my side

I MISS U..

I still LOVE U so much

let me back
let me be there for you
let me occupy
the beautiful room in your heart
who ever been to be mine

even so sore
that once you scratch the wound in my heart
I still do not care
because the real
I still LOVE you so much..

Thank U for Loving Me

sometimes ..
I was afraid to love you
sometimes ..
I feel hesitate to give my heart to you
but ..
the love that you've given me
made me survive
to always be at your side
and make me sure
to always love you

thank you for loving me :)

He is....

He is......

maybe for some people, he's just an ordinary person
but for my life, he is extraordinary figure
he's not just a friend, best friend, or boyfriend
but he's more than that
he was a teacher for me
who always teach me to make sense of life with patience, sincere, and what it is
he is my air, when anger bother me
He is calming me, when my heart upset
and he is also the most talented painter in my life
because he always managed to paint a happy and beautiful smile on my sad face
for me, he is sun that brightens my morning
He is the star of my night
He is the coolness of rain, which always made ​​me comfortable in his side.. :)

LOVE ME then HURT ME...

I never understood what's in your heart
sometimes you're so nice
always said you loved me
but in a moment you are changed
you make my eyes weep
I never knew why

what's wrong with you?
what's my fault?
What have I done?
why is all I have done
There was never enough to make you understand?
I'm not a perfect girl who never do wrong
but I always try to be the best for you
why can't you see my heart?
why can't you feel my feelings?
why are you changing every day?
Yesterday you said that you love me
but why now you want to forget everything?
Didn't mean all that we have passed this to you?
then why do you love me?
if only to hurt me?
say it ..
tell me ..
say if you love me just to hurt me
so I understand
and continue my life...

YOU ARE MY STAR

I'm just a girl who is weak
but you can always make me stronger
I'm not someone to be proud of
but you can always make me feel like a special girl
you always be the first to care for me
when I'm sad, you're the first person who made ​​me smile again
when I cry, you're the first person who wiped away my tears
when I'm upset and disappointed, you're the first person who listened all my complaints
and when I'm happy, you're the first person to smile for me
somehow, you're always there when my heart needs someone
like a star that is always there in the sky, though sometimes not visible
for me, you're my star is the most beautiful

why you are changed?

in a few months ago..

first time when we are love each ohter

and start our love relationship
you always be my "perfect prince"

you always said "I LOVE U" everyday
you NEVER shout on me
you NEVER be angry at me
you NEVER doubt me because you always trust me
you always said "don't leave me because i can't live without you"

BUT NOW..
you are CHANGED..

you ALWAYS make me cry
you NEVER say "I LOVE U" in my everyday
you ALWAYS shout on me
you ALWAYS be angry at me
you ALWAYS blame me
you ALWAYS doubt me
and you always say "forget all things because i want to forget you"
but WHY????
tell me what's my fault??
tell me what i've done??
why you never give me a reason for all this??

I MISS MY "PERFECT PRINCE"